Trust me.

Have you ever had one of those moments where you're just overwhelmed by the wonders that make up your life? Have you ever had a sudden realization of how, despite the negative, there are so many positive blessings in life? I find it interesting that when these sporadic moments pop into my life, it's usually accompanied with a time of difficulty. It's when I feel that the world is about to run me over, when I feel completely helpless, that I see the good. Isn't it ironic that the times when I feel helpless are usually the most help-FUL? When I realize that I can do nothing within my power to change my circumstances, it is then that I see how much faith I have placed in myself and how futile that is. After placing my plans, goals, and dreams back in God's hands where they belong, I see amazing things happen. I see the people he has placed in my life that build me up and encourage me. I see His grace and beauty in the little things. I see his mercy in regards to my own life and choices.
After continually trying to figure out my life on my own, to no avail, each time I come back to the conclusion that I am nothing without my Savior. As harsh as that may sound to some people, it's an amazing conclusion to make. It takes all of the pressure to perform off my shoulders. All I need to do is surrender to God and trust that He will always know better than I do. This is no easy task, let me tell you. Forcing yourself to be dependent rather than self-determining is an insurmountable task. But it's a heck of a lot better than running my own life. Trust me.